This latest chapter of Immortals is killing me. I’m pretty much done (mentally and emotionally) with Theron and Evraun playing Castaway on a deserted island and want to get on with finding/rescuing Vector and everything that comes after that. And I know that I can write the stuff that comes later and then come back to the stuff that comes beforehand, but … I don’t want to? I know people want to see more Theron/Evraun and how they get rescued or save themselves or whatever (I do actually know how they get away, I’m not floundering because I can’t think of how to save them), but I just don’t feel like writing it. It’s not a case of “oh, I’ll write what I want and then come back to this part,” it’s a case of “I am no longer interested in writing this part even though I have ideas for it, I want to move on to the next stage” and I’m worried that if I just jump ahead without filling in those blanks people will hate it. The motivation that was there when I first started the deserted island plot bunny has dissipated, and I know that if I do force myself to write it it’s going to be fairly obvious that the writing is forced.

The end result being, of course, that I’m not writing anything at all because I’m stuck on this one part. A part that was fun when I first came up with it but now just feels like work.

Spy Games – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

salaciouscrumpet:

Chapters: 7/?
Fandom: Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic, Star Wars – All Media Types
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine/Theron Shan
Characters: Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Theron Shan
Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Action/Adventure, Spies & Secret Agents, Hurt/Comfort, Past Torture, Strong Language, Slow Burn, Romance, Drama
Summary:

Following in the wake of the disaster that was Ziost, Republic SIS Agent Theron Shan is given one last chance to keep his head above water. The assignment? Taking down the Red Blade – the Imperial agent formerly known as Cipher Nine.

Things … do not go exactly as planned. Because of course they don’t.

Spy Games – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

Spy Games – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

Chapters: 7/?
Fandom: Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic, Star Wars – All Media Types
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine/Theron Shan
Characters: Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Theron Shan
Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Action/Adventure, Spies & Secret Agents, Hurt/Comfort, Past Torture, Strong Language, Slow Burn, Romance, Drama
Summary:

Following in the wake of the disaster that was Ziost, Republic SIS Agent Theron Shan is given one last chance to keep his head above water. The assignment? Taking down the Red Blade – the Imperial agent formerly known as Cipher Nine.

Things … do not go exactly as planned. Because of course they don’t.

Spy Games – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

Until All These Shivers Subside – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars – All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]

salaciouscrumpet:

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars – All Media Types, Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Vector Hyllus/Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine
Characters: Vector Hyllus, Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine
Additional Tags: Romance, Shameless Smut, Prequel, One Shot, Outdoor Sex
Series: Part 4 of Fire Meet Detonite
Summary:

A one-shot look at a moment shared between Imperial Cipher agent Miranza Gerrick and Joiner diplomat Vector Hyllus, early in their relationship. (Spoilers for the end of Part 2 of SWTOR’s Imperial Agent storyline.)

Until All These Shivers Subside – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars – All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]

Until All These Shivers Subside – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars – All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]

Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Wars – All Media Types, Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Vector Hyllus/Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine
Characters: Vector Hyllus, Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine
Additional Tags: Romance, Shameless Smut, Prequel, One Shot, Outdoor Sex
Series: Part 4 of Fire Meet Detonite
Summary:

A one-shot look at a moment shared between Imperial Cipher agent Miranza Gerrick and Joiner diplomat Vector Hyllus, early in their relationship. (Spoilers for the end of Part 2 of SWTOR’s Imperial Agent storyline.)

Until All These Shivers Subside – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars – All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]

Immortals – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

salaciouscrumpet:

Chapters: 57/?
Fandom: Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Vector Hyllus/Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine/Theron Shan, Vector Hyllus/Theron Shan, Theron Shan/Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine/Vector Hyllus, Felix Iresso/Jedi Consular | Barsen’thor, Malavai Quinn/Female Sith Warrior
Characters: Theron Shan, Vector Hyllus, Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Bounty Hunter (Star Wars), Lana Beniko, Male Smuggler (Star Wars), T7-O1, Female Jedi Consular | Barsen’thor, Qyzen Fess, Felix Iresso, Male Jedi Knight | Hero of Tython, The Outlander (Star Wars), Kaliyo Djannis, Koth Vortena, Senya Tirall, Malavai Quinn, Female Sith Warrior, Male Sith Warrior
Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Hurt/Comfort, Polyamory, Mutually Supportive Partnerships, Past Torture, Shameless Smut, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder – PTSD, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Strong Language, Whump, Rape Recovery, Rape/Non-con Elements, Aftermath of Torture, Polyamory Negotiations
Series: Part 3 of Fire Meet Detonite
Summary:

The ongoing relationship between Republic SIS agent Theron Shan, Imperial Intelligence agent Miranza Gerrick and Joiner Vector Hyllus, set against the backdrop of Knights of the Fallen Empire/Knights of the Eternal Throne.

Immortals – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

Immortals – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

Chapters: 57/?
Fandom: Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Vector Hyllus/Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine/Theron Shan, Vector Hyllus/Theron Shan, Theron Shan/Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine/Vector Hyllus, Felix Iresso/Jedi Consular | Barsen’thor, Malavai Quinn/Female Sith Warrior
Characters: Theron Shan, Vector Hyllus, Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Bounty Hunter (Star Wars), Lana Beniko, Male Smuggler (Star Wars), T7-O1, Female Jedi Consular | Barsen’thor, Qyzen Fess, Felix Iresso, Male Jedi Knight | Hero of Tython, The Outlander (Star Wars), Kaliyo Djannis, Koth Vortena, Senya Tirall, Malavai Quinn, Female Sith Warrior, Male Sith Warrior
Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Hurt/Comfort, Polyamory, Mutually Supportive Partnerships, Past Torture, Shameless Smut, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder – PTSD, Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms, Strong Language, Whump, Rape Recovery, Rape/Non-con Elements, Aftermath of Torture, Polyamory Negotiations
Series: Part 3 of Fire Meet Detonite
Summary:

The ongoing relationship between Republic SIS agent Theron Shan, Imperial Intelligence agent Miranza Gerrick and Joiner Vector Hyllus, set against the backdrop of Knights of the Fallen Empire/Knights of the Eternal Throne.

Immortals – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

iamtrashofthetrashiestorder:

why-is-it-always-autumn:

why-is-it-always-autumn:

why-is-it-always-autumn:

why-is-it-always-autumn:

You know what I don’t get?  When fanfic authors apologize for long chapters.  It’s like?  You gave me bonus content, for free, and you’re sorry about it?  Bruh.  I have already named my firstborn after you.  Dude.

You know what else I don’t get?  When they apologize for short updates.  It’s like: look at these new words I gave you!  Sorry I didn’t give you even more free words.  Bro, that’s at least two words that I did not have yesterday.  For free.  Dude.  Thank you.

And another thing: when people drop out of nowhere with a surprise update and then apologize for it taking a while.  Like, dude, I wasn’t expecting anything, and you gave me words.  I thought this fic was abandoned, but wait: there’s more.  You just popped in and reminded me that this is a Good Fic that I should probably reread.  You made my goshdarn day.

Basically fanfic writers are under no obligation to publish anything so when they do update it’s always a net positive because the story is longer now, and I have something to read, so thank you so much to everyone who writes fic at whatever pace or quantity they want.

this makes me feel better for taking so long on my fic’s update

Spy Games – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]

salaciouscrumpet:

Chapters: 6/?
Fandom: Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic, Star Wars – All Media Types
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine/Theron Shan
Characters: Female Imperial Agent | Cipher Nine, Theron Shan
Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Action/Adventure, Spies & Secret Agents, Hurt/Comfort, Past Torture, Strong Language, Slow Burn, Romance, Drama
Summary:

Following in the wake of the disaster that was Ziost, Republic SIS Agent Theron Shan is given one last chance to keep his head above water. The assignment? Taking down the Red Blade – the Imperial agent formerly known as Cipher Nine.

Things … do not go exactly as planned. Because of course they don’t.

Spy Games – salacious_crumpet – Star Wars Legends: The Old Republic [Archive of Our Own]